I was 23, and he was 86. I saw a very sick man. I just wanted to just talk with him. There was no physical attraction at all. He was very much attracted to me.

It's very expensive to be me. It's terrible the things I have to do to be me.

I don't drink as much as I use to could.

Marrying into money was not a good thing for me.

I don't have a boyfriend right now. I'm looking for anyone with a job that I don't have to support.

I have been alone since my husband died. I stay in my home. I don't date. It's hard to date when you're at home. Nobody knows you.

I just feel a connection with Marilyn Monroe. I just love her. I just completely feel what she went through.

Men don't even ask me out. I can't remember the last time I was asked out on a date, and I'm talking years here. I spend my life more and more alone.

You never know if they like you for who you are or what you are. Would he love me or the money?

I don't understand why God took him and didn't take me.

I never thought to ever ask for money. I was so stupid.

I'm going to fight until the end. My husband is worth it. He wanted me to have it. He was worth a lot. He was a very, very wealthy man.

Vickie Lynn Hogan is my birth certificate's name.

For some reason, people think I am this terrible person and it really hurts me to hear that. I am just doing the best I know how to.

I am just so happy and thrilled and I am so glad Mr. Hefner chose me.

I did Playboy. There was an ad in the paper for playmates. Playboy called me and flew me to Los Angeles, and I was on the March cover of 1992.

I don't date. It's hard to date when you're at home. Because nobody knows you.

I just know I'm going to be an actress. I want it so bad.

I want to be the new Marilyn Monroe.

I wanted to become a model and an actress.