I went out every single night so I was never alone with my stepfather. At 12, I stopped going on holiday with them. The times I was alone with him I always made sure I was all covered up.

Discretion is the polite word for hypocrisy.

If I don't tell it all now, the story in the history books will always be imperfect and that would be wrong.

As a little girl I used to daydream about my real father coming on a white horse to rescue me.

However I dress it up, I was a spy and I am not proud of it.

Even a criminal has the right to a new life, but they made sure I did not have that. They just didn't stop calling me a prostitute for ever and ever and ever and ever.

I'm terrified of men these days. If someone asked me out now, I don't know what I'd say, how I'd react. But I couldn't go through with it, not at all. I suppose I've been terrified of them all along.

Bill Astor knew these papers were missing. Stephen showed his hand in October.

He's 85 and he's met another woman. Still, at 85, why ever not?

I don't know if he was the fourth man or the fifth, but he was certainly in the top 10.

I enjoyed sex and indulged in it when I fancied the men.

I have always been free with my love - it is my nature. I am easily captivated by men and they have always been attracted to me.

I have survived and possibly I should not hope for more than that.

I never found anyone who was good enough, who I could trust enough.

I took on the sins of everybody, of a generation, really.

I won't say I didn't like it at the time, the sex, that is, because I wouldn't have let him do it at all if that had been the case.

It's been a misery for me, living with Christine Keeler.

Men, all men, were always trying to get hold of me, you know.

My mother used to go out on her own, and I used to have to keep a look out for my stepfather coming home.

No one else knows the whole story. I was there. I lived through it.